A year ago this July my daughter was born. She wanted be born on her cousins birthday, NOT on the next day (as scheduled).... it was messy, i nearly died from rapid blood loss, thankfully she was healthy as a horse, but for me it was a long tedius recovery, including over 4 blood transfusions, but i'm not sure on the number.
2 Weeks later, i had an infection and woke up one morning in so much pain i litterally had to be picked up out of bed. i spent 2 weeks in the hospital, one pre-surgery, and one post-surgery. Yes, two abdominal surgeries in one month >_< href="http://petpages.neopets.com/%7EPrincessTracey"> SEE IT HERE
Now, Her name is Sammi, her and i have gotten to know each other well, very well. She is a Christian, more recently converted than I, is a mom, single, trying her best to make life as good as possible for her son. I have to say that I'm proud of her. She has been through so much, and sees life now from an eternal perspective, which i think really gets her through the days.
I find myself thinking of her alot as the anniversary draws closer. The thought that sticks with me whenever i tell "my Story" about daughter, my friend is in the back of my mind, and it reminds me, no matter how bad it is, God is watching, God is in controll, and you cant wallow in sorrow over 'how hard you have it' there is ALWAYS someone in that same moment going through WAY worse than you! God can help us, God helps us heal, GOD is our ROCK!.
Oh and BTW how cool is it that i named my Daughter Samantha ..... and this frind of mine's name is Samantha!? How can you not say that's God? :) **huggles my Sammy's ** Yup, I like being HIS Kid. and someday .... I hope i get to meet Tracy :)
2 Weeks later, i had an infection and woke up one morning in so much pain i litterally had to be picked up out of bed. i spent 2 weeks in the hospital, one pre-surgery, and one post-surgery. Yes, two abdominal surgeries in one month >_< href="http://petpages.neopets.com/%7EPrincessTracey"> SEE IT HERE
Now, Her name is Sammi, her and i have gotten to know each other well, very well. She is a Christian, more recently converted than I, is a mom, single, trying her best to make life as good as possible for her son. I have to say that I'm proud of her. She has been through so much, and sees life now from an eternal perspective, which i think really gets her through the days.
I find myself thinking of her alot as the anniversary draws closer. The thought that sticks with me whenever i tell "my Story" about daughter, my friend is in the back of my mind, and it reminds me, no matter how bad it is, God is watching, God is in controll, and you cant wallow in sorrow over 'how hard you have it' there is ALWAYS someone in that same moment going through WAY worse than you! God can help us, God helps us heal, GOD is our ROCK!.
Oh and BTW how cool is it that i named my Daughter Samantha ..... and this frind of mine's name is Samantha!? How can you not say that's God? :) **huggles my Sammy's ** Yup, I like being HIS Kid. and someday .... I hope i get to meet Tracy :)
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